Kiss Me If You Can [NOVEL] - Chapter 30

Josh woke up at the faint sound of birds. Forcing his puffy eyes to lift, he couldn’t remember where he was for a while. Looking at the scenery in a room that seemed unfamiliar and ripe, but confusing, he recalled the memories of the day before, with the sweet scent felt belatedly.

As he glanced down, the man’s neat face, holding his back and leaning his face on his chest, came into view. The man, who couldn’t fall asleep without medicine, was in a deep sleep as if he would not wake up from anything at this moment.

Fortunately and regrettable, Josh was for a long time looking at such a calm face of Chase. As he inadvertently tilted his head and kissed his eyes, he frowned faintly. Josh smiled silently. 

He wanted to enjoy peace forever, but he knew it wasn’t the case in reality.

Josh, who groaned deep in his throat, woke up with a sigh. Chase twists his forehead and stretches his arm. Looking down at him for a while, holding his back and leaning his head, Josh patted his shoulders tenderly and carefully removed his arm.

There was a lot to do before Chase woke up. He lifted his wrist and checked the smell, and he was relieved that he did not smell anything other than the sweet pheromone scent. It’s probably because he wasn’t stimulated last night because all he had to do was fall asleep with Chase, but he couldn’t continue this breathtaking adventure like this forever.

Come to think of it. 

Suddenly, Josh recalled a memory he had forgotten. 

If it’s that guy, he might get the right medicine. 

Getting out of bed, taking care not to let Chase wake up. Searching his cell phone for the number, he struggled to send a message.

Years have passed, but what if the number has changed. The message came back unexpectedly shortly after he was troubled with distorting his eyebrows. Josh’s face, who confirmed the caller, was brightly lit. 

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“…?”

Chase, who looked at the side while sleeping, realized that the place next to him was empty, and slowly opened his eyes. He was left alone on the wide bed. When his face hardened at the moment, the sound of water came from the connected bathroom. He sat up, vomiting a blocked breath only after checking the faint figure reflected through the glass door.

… Later, Chase rubbed his tired eyes and raised his head. It was when he woke up after thinking for a while whether to wait for Josh as he is or whether to enter the bathroom. The door opened and Josh appeared. 

“Ah, did you wake up?”

Placing a wide towel under his waist, he brushed off his soaked hair with a towel, approached Chase and kissed him lightly.

“How do you feel?”

“… okay”

Chase then smiled and kissed him back. He wrapped his neck and tried to push his tongue, but before that, Josh raised his head first.

“Wake up and wash. Do you have a schedule early today?” 

That was right, but Chase frowned again. He wasn’t in a good mood because Josh seemed to be in a hurry. Josh, who hadn’t noticed it, took off his towel and opened his mouth, roughly wearing a piece of clothes over a chair.

“Oh, yeah. I have to go to the hospital today, so I won’t be here all day.”

As soon as he heard that, Chase tried to get angry. When he was about to say what he was talking about, and that he would go too, suddenly today’s schedule came to his mind. 

Meanwhile, Josh pretended to be insignificant, thinking that Chase would be in trouble if he was annoyed by Mark or others for nothing.

“I can’t help it because I’ve made a reservation before. When I get back, I’ll have a shift right away…”

“Go.” 

The unexpectedly cool reaction, Josh blinked. What are you saying now? He was puzzled, but Chase soon got out of bed and picked up the clothes he had thrown up.

“You shouldn’t skip treatment… Does it take a couple of hours? “

In a casual addition, Josh replied, roughly calculating the time.

“I have a round trip, so maybe five or six hours?”

As much time as possible, he swelled up and talked about it, and he said, “Is that so?” Something was weird. Why did he take it so softly?

Just the day before, he held him while making a ridiculous sound to change the order.

“Why? You don’t want to go?”

Chase asked, looking at Josh standing with his arms folded with a suspicious expression. It was also strange. 

“Why are you trying to let me go like that?”

“What?”

Chase stopped. Josh said in a lowered voice, aggravating doubts.

“It’s weird, do you have anything to hide? Why are you trying to send me like this?”

“You’re going to get treatment.” 

“It’s still weird.”

Chase, who looked at Josh with a thin eye, who was not willing to retreat easily, suddenly grabbed his arm and pulled him. Soon his lips overlapped. 

“…Uh”

Josh accepted helplessly with his hastily struck tongue. Chase sighed briefly, covering his face, licking his mouth and rubbing his lips. His breath flowed into his mouth, and his tongue and saliva mixed. After being pushed by Chase and hitting the wall, the tide couldn’t retreat anymore. When his lips barely fell, both had a mess of breath.

“Then, should I go to the hospital now and postpone filming?”

Chase flicks Josh’s hair, talking through his distracting breath. His remaining hand meaningfully grabbed and pulled Josh’s elastic buttocks. His erection was clearly transmitted through the thin fabric. One more time, the lips came down and touched, and Josh hurriedly rejected a kiss that was about to grow again. 

“Let’s come back next time.”

Chase laughed brightly at Josh’s words. Then Josh couldn’t stand the groan and pulled his neck and rubbed his lips violently. But before it got deeper, he quickly stepped back and left the trailer as if running away without looking back. He felt a sense of crisis that he might not be able to go forever. 

The suspicion that he had for a moment disappeared from his mind.

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There was plenty of room for misunderstanding, the two men sitting face to face in an open-air cafe. Moreover, it was even more so when he was with Dane.

He met Dane Striker while in the army, he was a handsome man with reddish blonde and blue eyes. Still, Josh couldn’t forget the shock when he first saw him. Even if he was the same man, Dane boasted of his superior appearance, enough to look back at him once in a while. 

He was indifferent and had no special friends around him, and he became acquainted with him after he accidentally saved him, but that was Josh’s idea. It was difficult to guess his mind because he couldn’t figure out exactly what he was inside. First of all, Josh considered him a friend. 

“Here.”

As soon as he saw his face, Dane first took out a memo and put it down on the table. 

“If you go there, you’ll be able to get a suitable medicine that won’t smell pheromones even if you’re in heat. You should be prepared for the price.”

“Thanks.”

After checking the address on the note, Josh crumpled it into his pocket. Josh said when he saw Dane pulling out his new cigarette and putting it on the table.

“I didn’t know your number was the same.”

Dane replied distraught. 

“It’s annoying to change.”

Josh just laughed at the down answer. He took a look at Dane, who was sitting with the table in between. 

Dane, whom he met after a few years, was no different from before. About two inches taller than Josh, he was a firefighter with great muscles. It was surprising that Dane, a thorough individualist, became a firefighter, a more altruistic job than anyone else, but it was not difficult to imagine him jumping into the flames. He wasn’t really scared before.

It was also the same that there was still a somewhat lofty atmosphere. Even now, sitting diagonally on a chair and drinking Dr. Pepper stiffly, it reminded him of the club’s bartender and bodyguard rather than a firefighter.

Dane was always a friend because he was a handsome man who looked great even if he wore only crumpled jeans on an old T-shirt. At least that was as far as Josh knows. Even while sitting face to face with the table in between, three people have already passed by without knowing him. One of them was visibly happy and even poured a kiss into Dane’s face.

“Where would you be lucky to have two handsome guys sitting in one place. Would you like to go to my house together? It would be very fun.”

With her arms around Dane’s neck, she winks at Josh. Josh smiled bitterly and refused to say, “I’m sorry.” Then Dane put his lips around her neck, kissed her lightly, and opened his mouth. 

“That kid is a late boy.” 

“Oh my goodness.” 

“Dane.”

The woman looked surprised, and Josh was also uncommonly grim, but Dane was still looking at Josh as if he had done something wrong. Josh felt dirty anyway, though he thought it didn’t matter because he hadn’t thought of sleeping with her. It wasn’t until she disappeared after Dane’s promise to play with him the next time that Josh opened his mouth. 

“You’ll definitely get shot someday.”

At that, Dane took out a cigarette, bit it in his mouth, and laughed. 

“Amen”

Josh stared at him, just absurdly, as he lit a fire, soaked in smoke deeply, rounded his lips and made donuts in the air. After that, three or four people recognized Dane and disappeared.

In the end, Josh asked, who took his gaze away from the man who stroked his arm and abandoned it. 

“Are you still one night? Why don’t you take a lover?” 

“Oh, thank you. Let’s see it all.”

At Josh’s words, Dane said profanely. Josh laughed out of his senses. 

“Are you going to sleep with all the girls in California?” 

“Now with a man, ah, you’re not my taste. Your sister, too”

Dane quickly added, and Josh frowned.

“I say yes, but why my sister?”

Even if Emma’s taste was ignored, there was no intention of introducing his younger sister to a playboy like Dane. Still, when he asked why he was curious, Dane replied calmly.

“Your sister is ugly.”

“No way, damn.”

Josh immediately swears. Dane replied calmly, seeing him clenching his fists over the table and getting ready to blow him off.

“…” 

“You can’t say that even though I’m ugly!” 

“Why?”

Dane frowned while drinking cigarette smoke. It was a face that he couldn’t figure out why. Josh grinds his teeth. 

“You’re a man and I’m her older brother, damn. No matter what you say about your younger sister, don’t be silly. Just talk about Emma one more time. I’ll kill you.”

“Oh, yeah yeah.”

Dane shook one hand and stepped back. 

“If you show me, I can try, but how is she objectively?”

Dane’s intention to laugh in the smoke of the cigarette seemed so obvious. Josh firmly blocked his display of curiosity.

“No use, you’re not Emma’s taste.”

At those words, Dane, unusually, gave a slightly surprised expression. For a moment that Josh felt so cheerful, he grinned and then spit out smoke. 

“Your eyes look weird.”

“…”

Too upset, but sadly Josh couldn’t deny that. Dane opened his mouth to Josh, who took the soda to his mouth while sleeping. 

“So why did you come here? For work?”

Now that the topic has returned to normal, Josh briefly explained what he was doing. He was in charge of a celebrity’s guard and was being treated in a hospital for an accident or injury. 

“I didn’t notice it quickly, because I used the same trick as when I threw a grenade at us.” 

“The one you saved my life?”

Josh laughed at the slightest point. 

“I don’t want to owe you, so tell me quickly, what you want.”

“Later. I can’t use such a valuable card at will.”

Dane, who glanced at Josh’s wounds, said after drinking cigarette smoke. 

“How much do you get if you do that? Do you get 100,000?”

Josh replied, thinking for a moment. 

“If you put it all together, will it be that much? It could be more, why are you interested?”

Because there are not enough people, it was welcome if Dane said it. The thought of ‘Can I do it in parallel with the firefighter?’ came to his mind lately. Dane narrowed his eyes and spit a brief cigarette smoke. 

“That boy, do you need the pillar west?” 

“….”

“Or it’s okay.”

Without any signs of regret, Dane took the cigarette to his mouth. He thought about it before, but again, he couldn’t figure out whether it was a joke or a serious story. Josh just shook his head.

After that, there was no need to talk. A story about Dane’s cat, a story about Pete, a story in the military, a recent newspaper incident, and so on. 

Since Dane was always grim, he thought Josh would be the same even if he heard a ridiculous love affair within the team.

“You like him? That Isaac guy?”

“Well, I do, but… I don’t know, I didn’t even notice, you know, if anyone likes you, you’ll know right away?”

“I’ll pretend I don’t know, because it’s annoying.”

“…”

“You really didn’t know? I guess you weren’t interested in him.”

The gloomy point was the correct answer, so he had nothing more to say. Josh sighed worriedly. 

“I’ll just ignore him in the future, but it’s uncomfortable anyway. I mean, I’m over and he likes me….. You guessed it?”

Josh asked, dubious. Dane is quicker than Josh, so there may be something to point out. Of course, knowing why didn’t make any difference, but he was curious about his thoughts. Dane took one smoke and let it out for a long time, then came up with an answer.

“It’s probably because of the pheromones.”

Dane said as if he wasn’t interested. Josh silently looked at the man sitting across the table.

“….Very few people know that I’m an Omega 

“…”

Significantly, Dane threw his gaze toward the pocket of his pants, into which Josh had creased a note.

“Maybe it’s because of the pheromone?”

<I like it anyway. If I try anything, I’m just swinging by pheromones.>

Chase’s words ran through Josh’s head. He asked suspiciously.

“Do you also think that only Beta loves are true?” 

“No.”

Dane was, after, and smoky smoked into Josh’s face. 

“From the beginning, the feeling of love is a lie.”

“…”

“There is no such thing in the world.”

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It was earlier than expected to return to the set. Josh stopped the car at the designated location and headed for the lodging. While walking, few people could be seen. In the temporary quarters and around the trailer, Josh also checked the watch on his wrist in a busy atmosphere.

Is he still filming? 

He was walking without much thought, but he noticed that people were gathering in the distance. The tranquil atmosphere that reached the place where Josh was, seemed to inform the fact that the filming was in full swing. He tried to pass the spot by killing his footsteps so as not to get in the way, but the atmosphere was strange. Josh tilted his head and ran into Mark, who had just walked. 

“Oh, are you back? What does the doctor say?” 

“I didn’t  talk much about it, but I’m well…” Asked him about his progress, Josh briefly answered and turned to the crowded place.

“Hasn’t the filming been over yet?”

“Yes, today is taking longer than usual, right?”

Yes, and Josh nodded and asked, puzzled.

“What kind of scene is it? The atmosphere is a little…”

Something seems to be exciting, but it was difficult to accurately express it in words. Um, Mark said with an unusually strange laughter to Josh, who was contemplating.

“If you go and see. C’s a little bit of today’s filming…. It’s worth it. If you see it in person, you’ll know everything. Well, I can think of the old days.”

His smiling face again was terrifying. Josh paused momentarily. What kind of scene was he filming? Is it a kissing scene or a bed scene? 

If so, Chase’s reaction in the morning makes sense. Maybe he was embarrassed or he didn’t want him to see it.

But Chase wouldn’t film such a scene…?

Lately, Josh remembered that Chase had never been undressed in a movie so far. 

He may have decided to film his films for the first time this time, which at best has only a touch that goes a bit further from the kiss .

He immediately conjured up his thoughts, and he quickly frowned. What to convince Chase with?

Any guesswork was immediately followed by refutation. The only way to find out the truth was to check it yourself. Josh, feeling curiosity and anxiety together, headed to the set.

The closer the atmosphere of the people was, the more he felt it. The tension was full of excitement so that even breathing could not be heard. Josh was puzzled and held his breath. Standing behind the people, he checked the actors in the midst of filming. 

…

Huh?

He tilted his head. The actors were exactly what they knew. The woman whose face was visible from the front was Naomi.

She was sitting at the tea table and telling someone about her suffering. The man who watched them quietly was the main character in the role of a hero, and the woman with him was also a significant supporting character.

Among them, the female actor, who is the supporting actor, was probably named Becky. She immersed herself in the role throughout the filming, and usually talked to Chase by calling him ‘Doctor Flame’. Of course, she was often ignored. Even now, she was faithful to the script, leaning against the leading actor and looking in the direction of Naomi.

But Chase was nowhere to be seen. 

How did it happen? Josh looked around. There’s no way that guy won’t stand out like this. 

Ah. 

Suddenly, a faint pheromone scent was felt. It was Chase’s lung pheromone. Even in a situation surrounded by so many people, Josh was able to smell his scent.

Probably because of the mark. 

On the one hand, he was bitter, and he swept his hair casually.

It smells, but where are you?

It was when he turned his head annoyed. Naomi finally got up from her seat, and the woman who sat at the tea table to listen to her grief turned her head along her path. And Josh found Chase just then. 

He wore a long blond wig, and all he did was red lipstick, a soft cheek touch and a simple eye makeup. He didn’t even attach common eyelashes. If you have thick and long eyelashes that are so thick, it will look weird to attach them artificially. In addition, he was perfect with his delicate nose, slightly wide open lips, and a long neck. It was Hollywood full of beauty, but it was extremely rare that the beauty that caught the eye like this was very rare. No one could breathe.

Chase looked at Naomi, and somebody sighed. Someone else whispered by the side. 

“Why did you make Miller a woman’s dress? I can’t see Naomi, I’m sorry.” 

“What can I do, it’s a scene in the original, but the original author put this scene in the contract that you must save it.” 

“It’s a necessary scene. It’s an important double track…”

Leaving behind the breath-taking words, Josh stared at Chase blankly. 

Just in time, Chase opened his handbag and pulled out a cigarette. Biting a white cigarette between his red lips was embarrassingly decadent. 

The problem was that it wasn’t a woman, but Chase Miller.

The fantasy was there. Chase pulled out a lighter and tried to light it. At the same time, Josh made eye contact with him over the people. 

Chase’s mouth opened and the cigarette fell to the floor. It wasn’t the end there. Then, his eyes shook, and he immediately returned to the role. At the same time, the director shouted in an angry voice.

“Cut!”

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“Why are you here already?”

Leaving the director’s angry voice behind him, he hurriedly dragged Josh to a remote place, and Chase, who stood facing each other, asked as if in a hurry. He hadn’t even removed his makeup yet. Even though a man who is almost 4 inches taller than himself is wearing a low heel, the height of his gaze rises further. Josh opened his mouth with an unusual experience of looking up at the opponent with his head turned.

“The work ended sooner than I thought.”

“Damn! Today you said it was a day off. Why did you come to the set!”

Chase swears and smacks the walls of the house. Nevertheless, Josh was just momentarily fascinated by his face. All of a sudden, Mark’s words came to mind. 

<I can have some thoughts of the past.> 

He was right. At the same time, Josh came up with a song he had forgotten. Josh opened his mouth as he looked at Chase in distress.

“ Sweet and sweet my friend’s chocolate bar… ”

“Oh, stop it!”

Chase screamed and hurriedly shut Josh’s mouth shut. Josh couldn’t stand a laugh when he saw him breathing wildly with his mouth open. As he sneaked his tongue out and licked his palm, he frightened and stepped back.

“Don’t do it!” 

When he saw his red-hot face in embarrassment, he understood a little why Grayson kept trying to make fun of him. It is unlikely that a person who instigates sadism like this would be common. Of course, Grayson and himself are very different, Josh said, drawing a line.

“I really liked the advertisement, too.”

“Don’t even say anything.” 

“I thought you were really a woman.”

“Don’t do it!” 

“You were my first love.”

Chase stopped trying.

“… what? “

Not realizing the meaning of the quiet re-question, Josh recounted and said.

“You were so cute, I still remember the ad song. Sweet and sweet…”

“So.”

Intercepting the song, Chase opened his mouth.

“What did you do with that first love?”

“What did I do? I haven’t met her, and I was disappointed to learn that he was a man later ….”

Josh, unintentionally speaking, stopped talking when he made eye contact with Chase. 

“Did you sing? I think about the time that the advertisement went out…. I would have been in puberty.”

Chase, who was deliberately stomped as if stuttering his memories, laughed strangely. Josh was hastily denied. 

“No, I was younger than that…”

“Around the time you had wet dreams?”

“What?”

Josh doubted his ears. Chase looked straight into his eyes and licked his lips.

“I mean nocturnal emissions. Did you wet your mattress? Thinking about me.”

“This, ah, no, no.”

“Tell me. How was I in your dreams? Did I kiss you? Or did I also had sex with you? 

“I was a child, you were younger than that! Don’t pollute my first love.”

“Then.”

Chase smiled as he shouted embarrassedly.

“Can I get dirty now?”

Oops.

He thought he was caught, but it was already late. With Chase’s face approaching all of a sudden, Josh was fascinated. 

The sweet pheromone scent wandered around as if tempting him. Josh also stood up and his back was wet. Just by imagining the next steps, Josh couldn’t hold back because his heart was excited.

“…!”

When his breath finally reached, Josh hurriedly swallowed it. Chase’s tongue touched him before his lips. He wondered if he could feel the humid body temperature, and his tongue came into his mouth, and he stroked Josh’s tongue, who was standing on the edge. It was next that the lips were engaged. 

“Oh, uh…” 

A moan poured out of Josh’s mouth. A short breath flowed out as Chase gently rubbed his warm, wet skin with his tongue. Soon he hugged his waist, and Josh also hugged him. The two bodies snapped together. 

Suddenly, the kiss deepened, saliva mixed, and a rough breath poured out. Josh, lowering his hand and taking it under Chase’s waist, stroked his ass.

He whispered while his lips fell for a moment.

“What are you wearing under? Women’s panties?”

Chase half-opened his eyes and looked down at him. The gaze that still had a fever turned to Josh. Excited breathing became more disturbed and touched his lips. 

“What do you think?”

Chase whispered. Josh couldn’t answer. The lower half of the boat was handed over to Chase as it was. Chase, smiling lightly, gently bit and released Josh’s lower lip.

“Check it yourself.”

“Ha.”

Josh spits out of exclamations without knowing it, and he never imagined that this man would do this provocation, but the effect was great.

As he touched his lips, Josh grappled with Chase. In the long one-piece waist dance, he moved his fingers and pulled up a rich skirt. Unfortunately, it was too long to fit Chase’s height, even if it was a skirt that only came to the knee. Josh groaned with annoyance from the inside of his throat, but when he saw himself looking down with a red-hot face, all of his irritation and anger disappeared at once.

Kissing his lips over again, he finally grabbed the edge of the skirt in his hand. It was when I tried to confirm by revealing the underwear as it is.

“Mr. Miller, Mr. Miller! Where are you? The director is looking for. Mr. Miller!”

“Fuck!”

Josh sincerely swears at that moment. Chase turned his head to look in the direction of the sound and made a bitter smile at Josh. Josh, who looked down at his broken hand for a moment, stepped back. Chase freely let him go.

“Will you wear it tonight?”

Significantly, he said, looking toward the secret place of the skirt and Chase.

“Then go.”

Chase replied with a strange smile. 

“Wow.”

He thought he would just turn around and go away, but as he walked a couple of steps, he suddenly looked back. 

“What if I didn’t wear underwear at all?”

This time, he couldn’t even make a stupid sound. When Chase saw Josh’s face open like that with his eyes wide open, Chase laughed briefly, then turned around and left. Subsequently, the voice that was looking for him also quieted.

Josh, who was left behind, blinked blankly for a while. Even though he had to leave this place, his lower body didn’t sink. Plus, the last word was like a nuclear bomb. 

Josh eventually swears, pulls out his penis, and urgently masturbates. Pledged not to really leave Chase tonight. 

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“Oh.”

As he was about to leave after a while, he met Seth, who had just walked over. Seth also found him, paused for a moment, and quickly approached.

“Have you been to the hospital?”

After giving a similar answer to Mark, Josh walked alongside Seth. People were crowded in one place this time as if the filming had resumed. Seth glanced at him and opened his mouth. 

“It’s upsetting, really”

“Mark said that he remembers when he was young.”

When Josh pretended to be indifferent, Seth tilted his head, and soon agreed.

“Hey, I did that too. I remember that song, sweet and sweet, my friend’s chocolate bar…”

Singing the song, Seth stopped and tilted his head. 

“Why is he like this?”

Wouldn’t it be nice if he could answer that, but Josh already knew why. He knew well that his face was burning hot.

“No, it was just… it was my first love.”

Seth passed by when I mixed the truth and the lie halfway.

“Well, how many guys aren’t like that?”

“…”

“I’ve grown up like that.”

The meaning of the bitter lingering sound was something that Josh could also know very well. Josh silently patted him on the shoulder and then moved away from the set side by side. 

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Scared to hear the director’s cut and sound, Chase stood up from the chair he was sitting on. Coming out of the fixed position, he soon walked to the waiting makeup team. It’s time to check his overall style, such as erased makeup and matted wigs. 

“Sit this way, Mr. Miller.”

As soon as he settled where Laura was pointing, people ran from place to place and started messing around with Chase’s body. This moment was one of the times Chase hated the most.

There were too many things he hated even in his own thoughts, but he couldn’t help it. Until recently, he didn’t even want to live and breathe, but recently he has something he likes. On the contrary, he really wanted to postpone today’s filming until the end. If he couldn’t take it, he would have done it.

As long as he has been caught, it doesn’t matter anymore.

He thought desperately. I hope it ends sooner rather than later.

Chase glanced around. Josh was nowhere to be seen. He couldn’t find him after the previous kiss. He thought it was a good thing that he didn’t have to show him anymore, but he was disappointed. The fact that Josh’s eyes were fixed on himself throughout the shooting was also the driving force that made him do his best.

Maybe he’s waiting in the trailer.

Just by imagination, he felt his belly hotter, and Chase hurriedly coughed. 

“Do you need anything?”

Laura noticed and quickly approached and asked. Chase replied, lowering his head, hiding his face with a wig. 

“Water.”

“Here you are.”

Laura quickly handed out the plastic bottle to him. He took the water and emptied more than half at a time and returned it to Laura.

It was then that he saw the belly of the stylist who was checking the hair style.

Standing in front of him, she wore a short shirt and jeans barely over the pelvis, which revealed a slim belly. But it was another reason that caught Chase’s attention.

The stylist, who carefully tweaked his wig to create curls, belatedly realized that his gaze was fixed and stopped. 

“Well, what happened…”

She carefully blurred the words. Anxious that she might have been against his planting, she shook her head, and she soon realized ah. A single line of long scars remained there. The stylist carefully quit luck.

“If it’s uncomfortable to see, I’ll change my clothes…”

“What happened? This.”

Chase asked abruptly. His gaze was still on the scar. To the short question she answered carefully.

“It’s a caesarean section. The second one was by surgery.”

Chase’s face hardened. The woman was puzzled by his vaguely captivated expression. After a while, Chase opened his mouth.

“Surgery marks? Have children?”

“Yes. Well, whatever the problem…”

She asked carefully, but Chase just looked at him through her scars. It is certainly ripe for the day. Chase had seen it.

 It was like a scar on Josh’s stomach. 

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About the time he thought the filming was over, Josh left the dormitory. Until tomorrow morning he was told to keep Chase’s trailer. There was nothing to worry about as he also ate the medicine he bought at the store Dane introduced. 

Oops, I think I’m so excited.

Going to Chase’s trailer, he was somewhat embarrassed, hoping that he would do things like that with him, so he hurriedly stretched. As he stretched out his arms and stretched, it felt like fresh air was pouring into his lungs.

“Woo.”

After taking a deep breath, he walked back and forth around his neck. The time to shift was approaching. As expected, he could see people going back and forth to see if the filming was over. Whenever he saw a familiar face, he briefly said hello and continued walking.

Gradually, people became weak and finally the silence of a quiet forest came. Chase’s trailer will be visible soon.

Chase will be waiting for me.

When his head was thick with embarrassment, he suddenly felt a glance. Josh turned around reflexively and quickly relaxed. 

“Isaac.”

“Josh.”

Instead of saying hello, the two simply glanced at each other. There was an awkward silence. 

The last memory between the two was something they didn’t want to remember. Of course, Josh had no intention of talking. He has been avoiding Isaac so far, but since he’s working on the same team, it was something he would face someday. Josh was determined and first brought out a good topic. 

“I came to change, were you in charge today?”

The little boy nodded briefly. At this point, he finished roughly and it was enough to leave. Josh thought that he would just talk to him and pretend he didn’t know. Then this guy will also notice it moderately, but I was minded, but I did not do that little child. 

“I mean, I like you.”

Josh paused at the words that brought up the main topic. Even so, he thought he would talk a little bit, but he guessed he didn’t know much about Isaac yet.

Reluctantly he stopped walking. As he looked back, he stood looking at Josh with a more serious face than ever before. To Josh without saying anything he was quietly speaking. 

“I’ve liked you for a long time. I didn’t want to be spotted that way, but… I tried to talk about it when the time came. I didn’t know Seth knew it.”

He bit his lips as if regretted. Anyone would be absurdly missing the opportunity of confession that they were waiting for. Josh opened his mouth as he looked at Isaac silently. 

“The time doesn’t come, Isaac.”

Isaac’s face turned pale, but Josh had no idea of ​​giving him room.

“You know, I have Pete. And I’ve never thought of you like that.”

“Okay. I’m an Alpha and you’re Beta, so if it’s like this, you can’t have a child between the two. I can mutate you, but if you don’t like it, that’s okay, even if you stay a Beta. You can grow your feet together,

Did he thinks so far?

Josh was ridiculous, but on the one hand, he couldn’t deny that he was really serious. 

“Even if you don’t have to raise it with you, Pete has other parents.”

Josh quickly corrected the word. 

“You mean Pete’s mother.”

“It’s been a long time since you have seen her.”

“I’m keeping in touch, and we’ll be back together.”

Josh said firmly. 

“I don’t intend to live with anyone other than her. So give up.”

At that moment, Chase’s face passed in his head, and he was embarrassed. Isaac opened his mouth to Josh, who was lazy and coughed quickly.

“Why should I give up on you just because you don’t accept me?”

Josh blinked at an unexpected point. Isaac continued to speak bluntly.

“My feelings are mine, and I didn’t hurt you just because I liked you. If Seth exposed or I didn’t confess, you wouldn’t have known until the end.”

That’s right, but Josh, who was almost convinced, pointed out calmly. 

“Anyway, you know now. And you’re also clinging to me.” 

“…”

“Again, I have no intention of living with anyone other than Pete’s mother.”

“…But I don’t know what to do, so I won’t give up. “

“Isaac. “

“All you have to do is to do as if you didn’t know, don’t worry. I won’t be clinging or sneaking for nothing.”

The little boy seemed to be fiercely upset. It may be that his stubborn refusal rather ignited his stubbornness. Josh put his mouth apart and opened his mouth.

“I’m telling you not to waste your time.”

“No matter how I use my life, you don’t care. “

The more he talked, the more stubborn he was. There was nothing more to persuade Isaac. Eventually, Josh raised his hands as if he had lost and then turned around. Isaac shouted behind him.

“That way, I ignored my heart. Don’t do it, it’s the conclusion I’ve been thinking and contemplating countless times…I won’t give up!”

Josh continued walking without looking back. Soon he came to the trailer, and he stopped. The door was open

Someone was inside. 

Being careful to kill his footsteps, closing the door behind him, walking by foot. Maybe someone is hiding.

Josh tens his whole body stiffened, and the numerous blackmail letters to Chase and the threat of terror were no joke.

“…”

He even stopped breathing and walked carefully, checking the space one by one and getting more and more nervous as he passed by. Finally, in front of the last remaining bedroom, he took a small deep breath. The door was open.

As he looked inside, the bed was empty. Josh hurriedly checked the surroundings as he approached the sound. There was no such thing as popularity.

Chase. 

When he called him silently with only the shape of his mouth, suddenly someone snatched his waist from behind. Surprised Josh swallows his breath, raises his elbows reflexively, and manages to stop just before hitting the target. 

“Chase! Damn” 

The familiar face that hugged the waist was relieved and angry at the same time. Josh spit out swear words. 

“Don’t play games like this, do you really want to die? Wish I had a gun…!”

“I’m sorry,”

Chase said with a face not at all sorry, he kissed Josh’s lips, settled nicely, caressed his mouth and swallowed saliva. Eventually Josh fell and surrendered.

“Be careful next time …!”

When his lips barely fell, that was all Josh could say. Chase with a faint smile kissed him again. This time, Josh, facing each other and overlapping his lips, paused kissing for a moment and opened his mouth.

“Did you take everything off?

“…”

Feeling a little disappointed, Josh asked.

“So, what about your underwear?” 

“Well?”

Chase obscured the answer and immediately changed the subject. 

“Shall we wash together?”

Josh was forced to take a moment and nod. 

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“Ah, ha… ah.”

Under the hot water, Josh stood against the wall, sticking out his buttocks. From behind, Chase bites and licks his neck, constantly picking up the lower hole with his fingers. His long, thick fingers gently caressed Josh’s skin, but he couldn’t reach the deepest part.

Josh kept crying over and over again. Chase moved his lips to his shoulders and set it up. Oh, and Josh groaned, but it wasn’t because he was sick. In an urgency, Josh turned his hand back and pulled him by the hip. 

“Joshua, do you want me to put it in?”

Chase asked in a low voice. Josh nodded hastily. He felt like he was going crazy if he didn’t fill the inside.

“Quick, hurry… Please, come on!”

Josh hastily spread his legs and sticks out his ass. Chase’s fingers went out of it, and he held his breath with anticipation. The tip that ran into the empty narrow hole touched it. The love liquid overflowed from Josh’s hole, mixed with hot water, and flowed down Chase’s erect penis. 

“Uh …”

Josh closed his eyes and cried out in a long moan. Times the pressure on the brain became unspeakable. Said fat is the closest nearness to chew solid shoulders with little Chase opening his mouth.

“Joshua.”

The penis and his sweet voice stimulated Josh’s whole body as he widened the hole. Chase grabbed Josh, who was about to break his knee, and immediately pushed him against the wall.

“Ah! “

Josh screamed again. Chase squeezed his penis tightly with both arms around his waist at one time. A straight, thick stem filled his stomach and picked up. Chase muttered from behind. 

” Joshua, Joshua … “

Chase teases with a deep groan the name of Josh.

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” This here too is a scar. “

Side-by-side beds Chase, lying on his back, stroked the marks on Josh’s side, and said, Josh replied insignificantly:

“The guy who lost the match came cowardly and stabbed me. I had a hard time.”

“Are you talking about a game?” 

“I played football for a while,”

Josh added spitefully to Chase.

“I was a quarterback. In the year I went to the game, our school beat a rival school with a huge score. With that retaliation.”

“Because you were an ace?” 

“Of course,”

Chase asked, looking down on a face full of pride. 

“Why did you quit? If you continued, you would have become a superstar by now.”

Josh, who replied inwardly, lied.

“Because it’s stupid. If I kept exercising, I wouldn’t have met you. Wouldn’t this be better?”

He playfully patted Chase’s belly and took his hand down. The penis, which was still wet, responded right away, even though it was just swiping. Chase, with a low groan, climbed straight onto Josh. 

“It was originally revealed like this?”

“Do you always do this a lot?”

Upon returning to the question, Chase stepped between them and opened his mouth. 

“After sleeping with you, everyone hates breaking up?”

“Well?”

Suddenly, a spiteful thought came up, and Josh laughed hard. 

“Some people have forgotten after having sex with me.”

“They had sex with you, but they can’t remember?”

Chase really seemed to be shocked. Josh added, appreciating his expression.

“Yeah, hey, isn’t it?” 

“It’s really ridiculous. They would have lied to you.”

“Thanks.”

Seeing Chase’s reaction to heartbroken upset made him feel weird. I’m talking about you, idiot. Chase, who hesitated for a moment, opened his mouth.

“Have you been dating that person for a long time?”

Chase’s expression became serious. He thought it would be better to quit the dangerous topic, so Josh turned around. 

“Don’t you know how impolite it is to ask about the past in bed?”

As intended, Chase shuts his mouth, and Josh spreads his crotch wide open to make it easier for him to enter. Chase didn’t say anything anymore, shoving the erect penis into Josh’s wishes. The bottom hole was opened easily and gently wrapped around it and sucked in. At first glance, Chase grazed into Josh’s head, sighing with a sigh of satisfaction from the depths of his throat. How shocked would this man be if he heard that he had a child born from sex he couldn’t even remember?

Rather, I even thought that I was not caring. 

After work anyway, the relationship with this man will end. 

Like last time. 

If I tell you I leave, will you catch me this time?

 “Oh…” with a long groan, Josh squeezed down.

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Chase lay in the dark and gazed at Josh’s face, asleep deeply. After doing it several times in a row, this guy with good physical strength also went out and fell away, but if there is still something suspicious, he will immediately open his eyes and tense his body. He has already seen it many times. 

Chase felt deep affection for him, but on the other hand, he couldn’t shake his feelings of reluctance. 

This is just an obligation for a man.

The words he heard before continued to float in his head.

<I have no intention of living with anyone other than her. So give up.>

<I mean Pete’s mother.> 

He didn’t know the exact details, but what was certain was that Josh had a woman. Besides, who the hell is Pete? He didn’t want to believe it, but what if Josh was married or did something like this with Chase even though someone else was there.

He heard it from the middle of the conversation, and because there was distance, the only thing he could understand properly was the name Pete, and Josh had a woman. With those two alone, all kinds of speculation were possible, but Chase couldn’t imagine the next.

But there was another strange thing. Josh is definitely a Beta, but why does he have such a scar on his stomach? 

If you think about it, there were not a few big and small wounds on Josh’s body. Even so, it is probably because of the job that there were so many old wounds. Maybe the scar left on the stomach is like that.

It must have been a scar left in a similar place by chance. 

Even though he felt uncomfortable, he couldn’t find an answer other than that. What was more important was the existence of a woman who belonged to Josh. Who the hell is she? Josh was the only one who could give the answer, but Chase couldn’t ask him. 

What if he chose that girl?

If that was true, it seemed that Josh would simply shake his hand when he thought he had been caught. 

<If you say that nonsense again, then you’re punished and what’s wrong I’ll just beat it all up and disappear.> 

Wouldn’t I just pretend I didn’t know? 

The moment he recalled Josh’s words, his doubts became convinced. He will leave. Chase must have been abandoned. Chase hesitated his hand to hold Josh in fear.

Even if this man just said what he said in a sense of duty, no matter what the wound on his stomach, whether he had a woman or a child.

Even if everything this man said is false, from one to ten, if he buries it pretending not to know it. Chase bite hard on his lower lip to swallow a trembling breath.

Then all of them will be nothing. 

That was the best he could do. There will be no heart left, but better than Josh leaving him. Chase made up his mind and hugged Josh. Josh sleeps and hugs him. Chase, feeling the heat around his eyes, closed his eyes and tried to forget what he had heard until the end. 

The night was endlessly long, and Chase couldn’t sleep until the dawn came.