Kiss Me If You Can [NOVEL] - Chapter 15

Josh was surprised and ecstatic. He smelled tobacco smoke late. Maybe he’s gone out to smoke. Isaac and Henry must be close, somewhere. Josh thought and quickly looked around, but Chase was the only one he could see.

Will they be hidden? Chase gets irritated when they follow him. So, of course, they hide and protect. Anyway, it was difficult to follow him in this situation.

If I stay behind him he might catch me and if I run forward he might throw my cell phone at my head like he did to Henry.

Josh’s only option was to retreat in the opposite direction. Josh made up his mind and backed off. But he was not very lucky. Suddenly, Chase turned his head and immediately locked eyes with Josh’s. At that moment Josh froze. Although he had successfully avoided him, he had no chance to run away after facing him in this situation. Josh looked at him inwardly annoyed.

The silence of the peaceful garden was particularly strong. The noise of the mansion in the middle of the party and the screams from outside felt very far away. Between Josh and Chase, the cool windswept leaves could be heard much more clearly. Oh. The tip of his nose was filled with a sweet fragrance. It was the scent of Chase’s pheromones. When he realized, his heart suddenly pounded and strangely his mind calmed down. Chase was eerily silent. He didn’t throw anything, he didn’t bother, he didn’t have to curse.

Josh suddenly felt exhausted. I don’t think he ran away from the party, did he?

The pale face on the garden lamp post was simply gloomy. The moment he saw that face, his heart beat frantically.

Why does the wind have to blow right now?

Chase’s hair tousled and his drooping lashes cast a long shadow. Instantly his face reddened, Josh unknowingly covered his mouth with one hand. When he managed to swallow the sound of harsh breathing in his mouth, Chase turned his head as if he had heard it. Immediately their eyes met again.

Chase’s gaze narrowed and Josh stopped breathing. Chase pressed a cigarette between his lips. A long puff of smoke released a red flame. Slowly spitting out smoke, he brushed his tousled hair back with his long fingers as he held the cigarette. Suddenly the slight trembling of the fingers came into view.

“Ah..” Josh sighed.

I should step back and walk away like I don’t know. He was sorry late, but now that he had seen that face, he couldn’t back down. He knew he was a complete jerk, that he would swing his fist and all kinds of offensive words would come out the moment he opened his mouth and make him feel terrible. However, Josh couldn’t leave. Chase broke out into a smile. At the same time, Josh’s heart seemed to explode. Chase parted his lips and whispered in a voice that tickled his ears.

“Why are you here? Motherfucker.”

At that moment, Josh quickly held back, his pounding heart ceased, and instead he began to get angry. Is there no one in the world who is not treated like shit by this man?

Josh replied coldly:

“Because it’s my job to protect you.”

When he recited what he reasoned himself, Chase laughed unexpectedly.

“You look like a dog,” he muttered as if he was speaking to himself, but Josh managed to hear what he had said and opened his mouth without thinking much.

“You don’t like dogs, so … Shouldn’t you be talking about a cat?”

Chase immediately frowned and looked at him. Josh smiled quickly.

“I’m kidding.”

“…”

Of course jokes don’t work on him.

Chase’s cold gaze was the evidence, Josh turned away pretending not to notice.

“…”

The screams of the people mixed, but they were far from enough to break the silence between them.

Woo.

Chase, inhaling smoke once more, dropped his finished cigarette to the ground.

Josh watched silently as he smothered the embers with the soles of his shoes. Chase, who produced a cigarette case from his pocket, took one skillfully and placed it between his lips. When Josh saw that he was offered, he shook his head.

“Oh, I’m fine.”

Chase withdrew his hand, took out the lighter, and lit it.

“Why? You smoked before”, Chase asked, causing flames by sucking in the smoke.

Josh replied casually.

“Yes, I did. But now I’ve quit …”

For the moment, he stopped speaking in surprise. Chase’s face entered the wide field of vision. With a peculiar smile, his narrowed eyes looked up at him.

“…”

“…”

Josh lost his words for a moment and looked at Chase’s face. It was the first time his head had been so empty. He remembers? Does this guy remember me? It was incredible, and Josh didn’t know how to take those words. Slowly Chase raised the cigarette to his mouth. As he blew out a long smoke he kept his eyes still fixed on Josh.

“… How do you know?”

Josh stuttering asked, but Chase looked at him with a slight smile like he was enjoying himself.

When Chase saw Josh’s face, laden with shame, he felt deep satisfaction. Have I ever been so excited?

Chase asked:

“Is that important?”

“…”

Josh closed his mouth. He is right. It didn’t matter when or how I knew, but I’m still curious. Why is it remembered?

A strange aroma mixed with the smell of cigarettes brought him to reality. The familiar scent of Chase pheromones mixed with other Omega pheromone scents.

For a moment, a corner of his heart went cold. Have you been playing with someone at the party?

Remembering the turbulent private lives of the ruling Alphas, Chase Miller was no exception. I saw you go to the party with my own eyes. Josh thought he had made a reasonable inference. Josh ignored him and tried to leave. Unfortunately, luck was not on his side. Chase’s gaze, which had been on Josh the entire time, began to blur. He frowned and groaned. Josh blinked in surprise.

“Sr. Miller?”

He called urgently, but did not answer.

However, it was unusual to see him crouched in the middle, his head in his hands. But his posture remained the same.

What happens with him?

The cigarette he was smoking burned out and fell to the ground. Chase must have dropped it. Josh hurried over to him.

“Mr. Miller, are you okay?”

Ha ha.

Chase’s heavy breathing broke the silence of the tranquil garden and rang out exceptionally loud.

✤✤✤✤✤✤

The noise from the mansion in the middle of the party and the distant screams from outside felt very far away. There was only silence between the two, the depth of which was unknown. The constant sound of blades rustling through empty space was exceptionally loud. The pale face lit by the garden lamp was like a wistful expression in the moonlight and night as he groaned and clung to him. Chase’s face today didn’t look as helpless as it did before. He just looked tired. As if all the strength in his body had been exhausted.

Josh’s heart kept pounding. Black-dyed hair fell over Chase’s pale face, casting a shadow. But he didn’t even try to take it off. Josh, who had unknowingly raised his hand impulsively, suddenly came to his senses. You have to get out of this position. Maybe Isaac and Henry are looking somewhere nearby.

How strange and funny it would be to look at him so in love.

However, Chase turned away without having time for Josh to make up an excuse. Suddenly, as he was leaving, Josh felt a negligible sense of relief. However, he couldn’t allow himself to feel those senseless feelings.

“Uh?”

At that moment Chase staggered. Fortunately, he immediately balanced himself, but it was strange. Josh, surprised, approached him and asked:

“Mr. Miller, are you okay?”

Whoops, he didn’t mean to, but it was too late. Josh looked around quickly. There were no signs of people anywhere.

I hope neither Isaac nor Henry are around.

“Mr. Miller.”

He called his name again with an ominous sentiment, but there was no answer. His face went pale as soon as he took a deep breath.

“Sr. Miller.”

He called out to him again, but Josh’s voice sounded far away to Chase. Although in reality, the sound was coming from right next to him. His mouth was dry. The sound of the heartbeat seemed to ring in his ear. Dizziness and headache overlapped. Finally, Chase groaned and closed his eyes.

“Sr. Miller!”

Josh called his name again. When Chase managed to open his eyes, Josh watched him with a concerned expression. It wasn’t until he realized that Chase’s eyes had changed at the same time that he collapsed.

“Get off.”

Chase violently shook Josh’s hand, who tried to pick him up. Josh backed away immediately. Chase glared at him and stood up violently. But it was not a very good choice. This because he felt strong dizziness and his vision darkened. He fell headon.

“Mr. Miller!”

He thought he was about to crash his face on the ground. Despite the extreme dizziness, Chase was concerned about whether to cover his face or not. Soon after, he discovered that it was a pointless worry. When he opened his eyes and raised his head, Josh was looking down, hugging him.

“Mr. Miller, should I call an ambulance? Are you okay?”

Josh asked again.

Chase blinked slowly. Later he realized that he was half lying down, propped up on his lap. But he didn’t even think he had to get up. All he could do was open his lips.

“No.”

“What?”

Josh put his ears close to the fading voice. Josh’s soft blond hair tickled his nose. He barely replies, mocking this.

“It’s okay.”

A word under his breath, and Josh raised his head. Chase stared at his face without knowing it. Josh felt uncomfortable and concerned when he looked at him with confused eyes on him. He scanned his surroundings quickly, but there were no signs of people. Josh was in a rush to get in touch with Isaac or Henry, but no one was answering. He could no longer deny that the two of them were out at the same time. Are these guys crazy? Josh seldom got mad at his teammates. He got in touch with Mark.

“Mark, can you hear me? It’s Josh. Mark!”

“… Uh … So …”

Communication was bad. Josh suppressed his frustration, left a message instead, and quickly turned his attention back to Chase.

Ah, ah, ahh.

His breathing was more agitated than before.

The pheromone smell that flowed from the body had also deepened. Josh had no idea, but maybe that bad feeling is correct. Chase must be on RUT. As proof, neither the slightly heated cheeks, nor the cold sweat from the temple, nor the harsh breath could be hidden.

You must remove the pheromones.

Josh once again felt pathetic at the scent of pheromones from the Omega with him that must have been earlier. But he couldn’t just postpone the time, especially since, Chase’s pheromone scent thickened.

If it continues like this, I’ll be swept away by the scent, I have to stop it. Josh hesitantly looked down at the waist. As expected, Chase’s cock was bulging out of his pants.

If he left it like that, it would be painful. Chase struggled to push Josh away.

Josh looked at Chase, holding his shoulder and sliding his hand out.

“Mr. Miller.”

Josh opened his mouth as peacefully as possible. As if nothing was happening, to reassure him, but it didn’t work out for Chase.

“Um … Leave it son of a bitch.”

At Josh’s reaction of taking his hand shaking in fear and disgust, Chase was furious, raised his other hand and hit him in the face. There was a creak, but the relief was momentary.

Uh.

“Sr. Miller!”

Josh yelled and tugged on Chase’s shoulders.

He nearly slipped and nearly hit his head on the ground, but thanks to Josh’s grip he didn’t pass. Chase slammed his face into Josh’s hard shoulder. The pain was not felt because his entire body was on fire and the senses were not being transmitted properly. Chase only had a feeling, every cell was crying out. He gritted his teeth in frenzy. The scent of pheromones continued from the tip of his nose.

This cannot be happening. Chase thought furtively of sick dizziness. The smell cannot last that long. Why does it still smell like pheromones?

The scent of the pheromones must have turned the brain into a mess. Does it make sense that it still smells? That man and himself were the only ones there, and that man is definitely a Beta. Chase gritted his teeth with conviction. The brain still recognizes the scent, although it doesn’t really stay. The smell of the Omegas always turns the head of the Alphas. I’ll kill you, fucking Omega. The sound of grinding teeth rang out in desperation.

But Josh wasn’t that scared of Chase, who flinched slightly and gasped with his head on his shoulder. It was a pity. How often do dominant Alphas show such a weak side? He thought, with a feeling of pity. Maybe it’s because this guy is Chase Miller.

“Sr. Miller.”

Josh shook his head as hard as he could trying to prepare his mind so it didn’t get clouded by the pheromones, then he opened his mouth as coldly as possible.

“I think you better get some pheromones out. I’m afraid we’re running out of time to call someone right now. I can help?”

“You? help?”

Chase stuttered with a quick sigh. Josh hesitated for a moment, then made up his mind and held out his hand.

“Here.”

He deliberately grabbed Chase’s cock. At one point, Chase held his breath and clenched his fist. Despite the situation, it was an amazing reflection. But this time, Josh also managed to avoid it.

“Ups.”

He couldn’t keep Chase from falling back to the ground this time, but he managed to keep him from hitting his head. Josh quickly reached out with his other hand, holding Chase’s head to lay his body on the ground to prevent the head from touching the surface. The problem was the fact that Chase hit him with another fist right after that. Josh easily dodged it this time. His angry eyes glared at him. The spine was cold and trembling. Josh managed to suppress the harshness of his breathing with excitement.

“It’s okay?”

He felt Chase tremble slightly at his question. Unable to contain his anger, he opened his mouth.

“Motherfucker. How dare you…?”

“Yes, I dare to touch my client’s penis. I’m sorry.”

But Josh wasn’t sorry at all. Especially the use of informal words. But that didn’t matter to him now. Josh paid more attention to calming Chase down.

Chase was now as shaky as his voice. Unable to bear the emotion, he took a deep breath and shook himself. A groan of anguish emanated from the depths of his throat. Josh approached him again, but Chase shook him off.

“Don’t touch me, you fucking … idiot. I’m … going to kill you … you know. I’LL KILL YOU!”

Now he couldn’t even speak properly, but he persisted in trying. Josh tried to reassure him, but Chase was stubborn.

“Get out of here! Didn’t you hear me, you fucking asshole? I’ll beat you to death!”

Chase screamed and tried to get up. But the body did not follow his will. He scratched his chest and took a deep breath. He really felt like he was going to die at that rate. His stubbornness, which kept him from bringing it up, eventually made Josh impatient.

“What if the pheromones build up and you lose your consciousness?”

The reaction was immediate. Josh had never seen Chase’s face look so rigid. Oh, is it the second time?

Josh suddenly remembered. When he spoke in his dreams, in agony that day. His face strangely overlapped with his current face. Josh hid his bitter feelings when he saw Chase, gasping for air and shaking slightly, spoke coldly.

“I don’t know what happened, but it won’t last long. If you don’t want me to help you … why don’t we find who was with you before? I do not know if it is possible in time.”

That was all he could suggest. If the scent of the Omega still remains, it is because you have been with it for a while, so it will be easy to find it. Persuasion wasn’t difficult, and he thought it would be simple, but Chase’s reaction was totally different than expected. Chase couldn’t speak with his pale face biting his lip. The gaze was still fixed on Josh, but far from dazzling, rather, Josh was embarrassed by his trembling eyes as if he was afraid of something.

“Sr. Miller?”

His voice wary, Chase was shocked as if reason had returned.

Josh wanted to wait for his choice, but he didn’t think he could give it longer. Because the strong scent of pheromones that surrounded him had also jeopardized his reason.

When he inadvertently frowned, Chase gritted his teeth and covered his eyes with his hands.

“Moron…!”

He drew a stream of curse words through clenched teeth.

Josh looked for a moment at Chase, who was lying on the grass, and then he spoke once more.

“I can help?”

Chase didn’t respond and the image of him came into view, biting his exposed lip. Josh wanted to press his chin to release him, but he kept it away. He had no time to think of anything else. After checking that no one was around, Josh looked away.

Once he swallowed, he brought his hand to Chase’s lower body. Still with one hand, he held Chase’s head as he lay there, biting his lip.

Are you used to being served this man? I guess so.

A feeling that was difficult to describe ran through a corner of his mind. Josh immediately ignored him and felt for Chase’s belt with one hand. The sound of the iron buckle was particularly harsh to the ear. Deliberately he pushed his nerves away and loosened it a bit roughly. Chase’s heavy breathing stopped. Seeing him shaking slightly and out of breath was pitiful, but it made Josh very excited. Realizing that his hand was shaking for reasons other than Chase’s, he hastily clenched and unfolded his fist in the air. Control yourself, control yourself! He was thinking of releasing the button and unzipping it, but the puffy front cut him off. Josh, who paused for a moment, zipped it up with an expressionless face and pulled it all the way down.

” …!”

A sharp breath came from above. It was Chase’s voice.

This was because Josh touched the front while unzipping. It was unintentional but unavoidable, so Josh said unnecessary things instead of apologizing.

“I’ll get it out.”

It was a dry comment, as if he was about to get muffins out of the fridge. But it was a Baguette that Josh got out of the boxer.

It’s not even cut.

For a moment, Josh stiffened. How painful it must have been to have such an erection. As he sympathized with Chase’s suffering, his heart also grew cold thinking that it had entered his body. But there was no time for much hesitation. The hot object caught in his hand looked like it would explode soon.

Josh’s hand, which was quite large, but Chase’s cock was thick enough to barely hold. His face turned red. The heart, which had grown cold, was surprisingly warm. He wanted to take out a candy and eat it, but he had no hands left. Inevitably, he tried to absorb as little pheromone aroma as possible, and began to rub gently. Chase breathed in so hard that he held back a cry. Josh was surprised too and looked at him reflectively.

“Ugh, ugh, ugh…”

There was a stream of suppressed moans that filed out between the clenched teeth.

Josh felt like he was bothering him, but there was no guilt. Rather, the sadistic desire to push Chase further grew, and Josh felt embarrassed. He barely stifled the urge and slowly began to stare at Chase’s cock. Chase’s suppressed moans flowed from inside his throat.

“Oh, hey… Ugh. ah, ah.”

A harsh breath shook him slightly all over. Even though he didn’t have to do anything because his eyes were covered anyway, Josh turned around and focused only on his hand. The hot penis pounded under the slim palm and he could feel its pulse. It was that penis that rubbed Josh’s insides mercilessly. He stroked the thick texture skillfully as if it were his own. The heavy penis further increased his weight and swelled strongly in his hand. The pink ears turned as red as Chase’s face. Josh wiggled his fingers and rubbed his thumb across the split tip.

“Uh…!”

Chase sucked in his breath like a scream and grabbed Josh’s arm. But he couldn’t get rid of it. Josh moved his hand, leaving Chase’s hand alone, shaking slightly and just staying there. As he held the penis and continued to touch the end with the tip of his finger, he encountered a clear bodily fluid. Deep in Chase’s throat came a mixture of suppressed breathing and groans.

Twisting at his waist, he urgently grabbed Josh’s arm, released him, and then grabbed him again several times. The shiny glans became wet with bodily fluids and became sticky. It looked like he would ejaculate soon.

Ah, ha, ha .

Josh’s breathing also hitched.

Josh’s insides were throbbing and slowly getting wet. Years had passed, but his body seemed to remember what happened that night. Josh was shocked by his body’s response to preparing to accept Chase, regardless of his intentions.

I used to masturbate from time to time, but never imagined that I could shake a penis.

Josh had never imagined himself with a man in the first place. However, Chase’s harsh moans and breaths that he continued to expel now made it unbearable. The pheromones were driving him crazy, and this guy was trying to kill Josh. If he wanted, he could reach out the hand that was holding Chase’s head and rub his own as well. No, that is not enough. If Chase’s genitals and his own could hold together and in friction… Imagination alone made his brain twitch. Josh reached out from under his head and brought it to Chase’s cock, his hands moving urgently. Let’s get this over with. Otherwise, he doesn’t know what he is going to do.

Yes, we should sing. “Oh, you can see through the sunrise …”. He thought a lot about the song he had sung so much in the military, but unfortunately, the lyrics didn’t come out right. Oh shit! Josh’s hand accelerated and accelerated. Chase moaned almost in a cry with a ragged breath like he was completely delighted.

“Uh, ugh … Ah, I … Yes, ahh!”

His hands were unexpectedly drenched in a sudden whitish substance. Josh realized that he had stopped squeezing him violently.

He was about to say, “I’m sorry,” but he stopped looking. Chase was blinking, his arms no longer covering his face and hanging weakly on the ground. His shoulders moved up and down with heavy breathing, and his heart beat fast. He didn’t seem to realize what had happened just now. Drenched in postmortem exhaustion, Chase kept his eyes off the distance, where focus was still unclear, and he was only breathing heavily. The cum had spilled into Chase’s mouth. Not only was it there, it was all over his body, filled with bodily fluids. Josh thought he needed cleaning, but didn’t want to.

If I could I would take this man to bed like this, to kiss him and fuck him all night. It was such a strong temptation that he almost put it into practice.

Chase’s furious eyes were vaguely wet. Still, it seemed obvious that he was anxious. He just lay in the garden and ejaculated in front of Josh. The distorted face clearly showed a sense of self-hatred. He couldn’t hide his expression of anguish mixed with self-loathing. His breathing was heavy and his lips half-bitten as his eyes remained closed. Josh held back his burning desire and instead leaned over him in an extremely gentlemanly manner. On the side, the lips brushed and pressed, but not on the lips, of course. Josh, kissing his cheek gently, as he did with Emma or Pete, smiled fondly looking at Chase, who blinked in a disconcerting way.

“Everything is fine.”

In a silent whisper, Chase simply stared at him blankly. Josh kissed his cheek once more.

It had a slightly unfamiliar taste. Although it wasn’t his intention, he took his time to realize that Chase’s semen had seeped onto his lips, at least in part. But it was a ridiculously small amount to figure out exactly what the taste was like. Feeling sorry, Josh smiled at Chase again. Chase simply blinked and showed no reaction. You may have another panic attack. Josh forced himself back to reality and got up and did what he had to do. He pulled out a handkerchief from his pocket and began to wipe the cum off Chase’s face. It was fortunate that he made a habit of wearing a scarf to raise Pete.

Josh carefully wiped Chase’s face with a clean cloth. Chase didn’t move from where he was, as if he were static. Josh continued his work in silence. When he brusquely rubbed the semen that had spilled onto his clothes, Chase’s genitalia, and the still-erect penis, came into view. So it seems that just once was not enough.

“Okay,” Chase said when Josh tried to catch him again.

As usual, the sensitive and irritating voice was hoarse. The penis remained the same, but the crisis seemed to have passed. After such a time, it will ease itself, if nothing comes up to stimulate it. Josh replied insignificantly:

“I’m just trying to clean it up for you. Because you will have to dress.”

And he caught the genitals in a very professional way. Far from the previous delicate touch, it was simply unrewarding. He had no choice but to act as calm as possible. While wrapping a tissue around the penis and roughly cleaning it, Josh had been reluctant to do so, but this time he couldn’t help but observe Chase’s penis in detail.

Damn bastard. Why does he have such a nice penis?

He couldn’t help but curse as he admired Chase’s penis which was of great girth and size and stretched without bending. Also, the pink tip, which was still wet, looked perfect. You can’t tan this place, of course. While he was thinking that, Josh wanted to put it in his mouth. Josh generally thought it was dirty to imagine putting a man’s penis in his mouth, but the exception was right in front of his eyes. He couldn’t forget the feeling that was left on the tip of his thumb. Josh was feeling so greedy, that was not absolutely all and Chase wouldn’t let him get to the end. After quietly cleaning up the remains, Josh lay down on the grass, like Chase.

Chase, who had been with his eyes closed for a while, raised his lids. When he looked back slowly, his eyes met Josh’s. None moved from how they were. Purple eyes, dark as the night sky, gazed at him in the starlight. Then the sharpness of his nose and the wide red lips appeared at Josh’s sight. Suddenly Josh thought, How could he not kiss that pretty face?

He raise his hand. He brushed his cheek, but Chase didn’t move. With his eyes fixed on his purple eyes, Josh lifted his upper body. The intention was obvious. Chase could have conveniently prevented it. He also had a lot of time to use abusive language or a punch, as usual. But he did nothing. He ended up seeing Josh’s clean face appear.

Josh’s eyelids lowered slowly. Gold-colored eyelashes, like hair color, entered Josh’s vision. When he thought he wanted to kiss his eyelids, his breath touched Chase’s lips. But at that moment, the sudden sound of footsteps brought them back to reality. Josh stood up immediately. The astonishing reflections puzzled Chase. Leaving him alone, Josh looked to the side the sound was coming from and soon shouted:

“What’s going on, Mark?”

Followed by a welcoming voice.

“Oh, Josh. You were in this place. I’ve been looking for you! Really. Where did you go? Isaac and Henry?”

To the urgent question, Josh responded by moving closer to him so that his gaze couldn’t catch Chase.

“I did not see them. What’s going on?”

“I lost C. Didn’t you see him?”

“Oh.” Josh nodded. “Don’t worry, he went out to smoke. I’ve been hiding and watching, because he told me not to come near.”

“Oh now I see. Why did you contact me before?”

“Oh, for a moment I had a question, but I already solved it. Does not matter.”

The lie came out with admiration.

Mark easily believed the comment and nodded.

“They say something happened to Mr. Pittman and he’s gone. The rest of the guests have been told to have fun. What should we do? Can you ask C?”

There was a clear desire for that. Josh nodded immediately.

“I’ll check it out and get back to you right away.”

Instead of telling him to go away, he slid his hand out, beckoning his. Mark soon escaped from the scene. Josh, who had stood there for a while, looked around and soon relaxed his shoulders with a sigh. When he returned immediately, he stood still in place. Still not lifting a finger. Josh disagreed for a moment. He felt very sorry for the previous moment.

If I could kiss those lips again. But Chase, unfortunately, didn’t give him a chance to do that. Suddenly he stood up as if he had suddenly regained consciousness. He stepped past Josh, who stood behind waiting for an answer.

Chase arranged his hair and clothes casually. Josh felt embarrassed and began to doubt. It was more of a miracle that that man didn’t hit him at the time, because he did something that he didn’t even tell him to do. Even if he said yes, if he felt different now, he was a man who could vent his anger. Also, when Josh realized that he had let him try to kiss him, his spine twitched.

Almost dead. Josh suddenly felt a chill when he realized that this man had been about to murder him. However, even though he was back to reality, he could barely take his eyes off Chase. There was still a blush on his cheeks. Even the sleepy expression after ejaculation was enough to drive Josh crazy.

There was a reaction in his lower body that had barely calmed down. Embarrassed, Josh took a deep breath and forced himself to look away. As he sucked in a strong breath into his mouth, Chase suddenly turned his head. To be exact, all he could do was look at him, but Josh was instantly stunned as if his heart was going to stop. Fortunately, there was no situation where he had to undergo CPR, because Chase turned around and walked right away. Josh hurriedly followed and belatedly remembered.

“If you’re going back now, I’ll prepare your car.”

“Ah.”

It was all Chase said, like he was throwing out a short word. Behind him, starting to walk up a large step, Josh contacted Mark. After delivering the message, while chasing Chase, everything that had happened seemed like a dream. But it was a reality. As evidence, his pocket contained a handkerchief polished with Chase’s semen. It was already hardened to some degree, so he could feel its stiffness.

Without realizing it, Josh grabbed the handkerchief and opened it slowly. Maybe this was just what he wanted. He thought again. Maybe he lied to this man with plausible words because he wanted to. Chase never looked back and kept walking. At first glance, the side face with a completely different cold expression than his, which was distorted by containing the emotion, the memory appeared in the sight of Josh who wanted to see his face as before.

“Oh, Mr. Miller.”

He was back at the mansion before he knew it, but he didn’t stop. Pittman’s butler, who met Chase, greeted him, but Chase passed by. He really sped forward like a rhino.

“Mr. Miller, wait a minute!” Josh yelled hastily. Still, Josh jumped in front of him, walking fast. “Go when the car is ready. Will end soon.”

Chase stopped and looked at him. His breathing was as weak as his.

“Wait to? Fucking idiot.”

Chase gritted his teeth. Josh added, hastily:

“They’re preparing it now, so you have to make sure it’s ready. You could wait?”

“Ah, ah.”

Even though Chase covered his mouth with one hand, the harsh breath was still indescribable. Looking into his puzzling eyes, Josh continued his words:

“I’ll get back to you immediately when It’s ready. Meanwhile, you can catch your breath.”

Chase frowned. The excitement hadn’t subsided yet, and only his voice was eerily clear in the misty ear. Who the hell do you think you’re fucking, man? Josh thought, but didn’t really speak. Josh, quite reassured by his reaction, grabbed Chase by the arm and soon released him.

“Listen! Son of a bitch, don’t touch me…!”

He gritted his teeth, but was one step behind. Josh was already contacting Mark to let him know about the situation. When asked if he was ready to go, Chase looked at him with a grin. Josh, who cut the contact and turned around, opened his mouth.

“Ok, let’s go.”

Chase took a step back. Josh tilted his head in amazement.

Chase himself didn’t understand why. Now he was in bad shape even to think for himself. Sweeping his hair with a weak, shaking hand, he thought: You really don’t know what will happen if you don’t come back right now.

“Is there something wrong again, Mr. Miller?” Josh asked.

He was looking at Chase seriously, like he was really worried. But Chase had no intention of answering the truth. He spat nervously rubbing his eyes furiously.

“You are loud. Come on, guide me. Can you do something right, idiot?”

“… Good.”

Josh took the lead and walked down the long hall without asking more. Chase, frowning, clenched his still gasping breath and moved with giant strides. Finally, when he was through the front door of the damn great mansion and out again, Chase thought he could finally leave this boring place. So when he heard an unexpected sound, it made him alert for a moment, he was shocked and his eyes widened.

“Sr. Miller?”

Josh called his name once more. But the sound Chase heard was different.

No way, no. He thought doubtfully. Chase couldn’t move, standing there. A cold sweat broke out behind his back. With suspicion alert in his ears, a high-pitched bark of a dog came from somewhere as if to laugh at him.

“…!”

Momentarily, Chase’s entire body stiffened. He stopped and could barely breathe after a few seconds of emptiness. But the restless and anxious eyes, full of fear, could not be hidden.

“Oh I’m sorry. I surprised you?” Pittman’s bodyguard approached and apologized. “I released some watchdogs for the party. It’s a big deal if paparazzi or uninvited “guests” hide and annoy the real guests. They are well-trained dogs, so you don’t have to worry. They won’t attack easily … Mr. Miller? He is okay?”

Surprised, he came to his senses. The barking of a dog sounded again, but the animal could not be seen. After looking around once more, he pushed his hair back with shaking hands. It was then that he breathed out a short, blocked breath. Suddenly, he felt dizzy and Chase closed his eyes and bowed his head. Waiting for the dizziness to subside for a while, he moved slowly, as if he had felt somewhat disheartened, unlike before.

Josh, who had hastily opened the back door of the waiting car, hesitated when he saw Chase leaning his head against the vehicle window and closing his eyes as soon as he sat down. He stared at him for a moment, and again, Chase gasped and his pale cheeks shot up with blood. Josh’s brow distorted.

“Mr. Miller, are you okay?” Josh asked, but it wasn’t really the time to worry about others.

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He was about to die from the pheromones that Chase had been expelling. He should be back soon, but Isaac and Henry were still nowhere to be found. Chase violently loosened the bow tie around his neck as if it were a little too tight.

The moment Josh saw him undo a button on his shirt, he hurried out of the car. Regardless of Josh’s reaction, Chase quickly opened the refrigerator door and pulled something out of it. When Chase found the medicine in a small medicine cabinet, which he emptied into his mouth with a drink of water, a familiar voice rang out:

“What happened? Bastards.”

Just in time, Mark looked around, cursing under his breath.

Josh quickly looked away from Chase, held his breath, took out the candy, and chewed them two at a time. Isaac appeared at the right moment when Mark was about to call him again.

“I’m sorry, I had a short errand to attend to.”

At Isaac’s apology, Mark turned his gaze to Henry, who was coming behind.

“Did you two have business to attend to at the same time?”

Isaac looked embarrassed, but didn’t say anything, neither did Henry. Mark grumbled and spat harshly:

“Let’s go back and talk. Be prepared, both of you.”

It was stupid to leave your post during the watch. Josh thought they deserved a pay cut or even more disciplinary action.

But Isaac and Henry were still silent. Josh was dumbfounded by their lack of excuses, but now his job came first. Also, Chase’s condition was not good. Mark was also aware of that fact.

“Hurry up, everyone, let’s go.”

Instead, Mark called Laura, because he didn’t have time to go back to find his secretary. After telling him to go home separately, Mark immediately made his way to the driver’s seat in the car in front of him. Josh usually sat in the driver’s seat, but soon regretted it, because when he got out, Isaac was already sitting in the passenger seat. Unable to change places, Henry got into the car in front and drove off. Inevitably, Josh started up and followed. He just drove with his eyes fixed on the front. It was quiet in the car, but Josh didn’t bother to open his mouth. It was Isaac who broke the silence.

“Why do you have so many pheromones?”

In response to an unexpected question, Josh inadvertently turned his gaze back to him, then quickly looked straight ahead.

“What are you talking about?”

Of course, he knows the meaning of his words, he has realized. Because his crotch has been wet for a while now, I feel like I’m going crazy because I feel uncomfortable.

Isaac asked:

“They look like C’s pheromones … I smell a lot on you. Did something happen while you were away?”

His voice was full of anxiety. Josh got nervous and gave a forceful answer:

“You shouldn’t have left if you were going to be so worried.”

Isaac hesitated. Josh had no intention of apologizing because he was telling the truth. Instead, when he opened the car window, a strong wind blew in. The scent of pheromones seemed to come off a bit from his body. Isaac, who seemed to be dying for a while, opened his mouth.

“I was about to go back, but … I’m sorry.”

“…”

“I didn’t know you would meet C.”

This time, unable to understand the meaning of his words, Josh replied dryly:

“I was just keeping watch around me.”

“… Smells like C pheromone everywhere.”

Isaac muttered again. Josh still spoke insignificantly.

“I’ll go wash up.”

The car in front drove so slowly it made Josh nervous. It felt unnatural to hold back his finger trying to hit the steering wheel. On the surface, he pretended to be as calm as possible, though inside Josh was only thinking frantically about the inhibitors he had hidden. There was an awkward silence. Josh tapped his finger on the steering wheel for fear of getting caught up in his nervousness.

“You’ll both get very scolded by Mark.”

“Yes,” Isaac replied. “I’m sure,”he added, but he was still serious.

Josh’s head soon filled with nothing but inhibitors. He hasn’t said a word since and neither has Isaac.

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As soon as he got out of the car, Mark took Isaac and Henry as well. Seth, who guarded the mansion at the party, looked at Josh as if asking what had happened, but didn’t have time to explain.

Josh didn’t remember how he got back to the room. Somehow he was holding on, but now it was the limit. As soon as he closed the door behind him, he suffocated and heat rushed through his body. Soon he rummaged through his luggage, pulled out the medicine he had hidden in the deepest place, and ran to the adjoining bathroom. Every time he breathed in, he felt Chase’s pheromone stick to his skin and enter his body. Every moment, reason was slipping away quickly and the inside of his mouth was going dry.

The sink was rushed open. He placed the cold water and took it with his mouth without the possibility of holding it in his hand. He swallowed the water, but the heat did not diminish. Josh swallowed the medicine from his hand. When was the last cycle? The temples pounded over and over. He searched through his vague memories, but couldn’t think about it properly. If Chase’s pheromones accelerated his stimulation, it would be a big problem. Just as it happened that day. He didn’t know he was suddenly expelling pheromones.

Hoping the medicine would take effect quickly, he stripped off his clothes at high speed. Pheromones from the body had to be removed quickly. Otherwise, he would think about going out immediately in search of someone to spend the night with. Of course this was never supposed to happen.

Josh turned on the shower faucet and sat on the floor. As the cold water poured down his body, he felt a slight chill, but he felt better. When reason returned for a moment and he sighed shakily, he suddenly realized that there was someone else besides him.

” …?”

Slowly, he stopped. A man with shocked eyes was watching him through the open door. It was Seth.

“…”

For a while the two of them said nothing. Josh gasped and just looked at him. It seemed like a lot of words floated through his head, all kinds of words wandering aimlessly and nothing was particularly useful.

It was Seth who came to his senses first. Having blinked several times, he opened his mouth, but it took him longer to make a clear sound.

“Oh well … I mean, I wanted to ask you what happened at the party …”

No matter how great the event had been, it wouldn’t be as surprising as this right now. His expression said it all. Josh managed to swallow the lump in his throat. An unusually loud voice rang out through the awkward silence. Seth, who cleared his voice, finally mentioned a few words:

“You’re good? Do I tell Mark that you are not feeling well and that you are resting in the room?”

“Why? It’s just a headache.”

Josh was trying to put on a sullen look.

His voice had become abnormally quiet, so he felt a prick inside. But Seth answered as seriously as usual.

“Now you smell a lot of pheromones.”

Josh froze. Looking at his hardened face, Seth continued casually:

“What happened? This usually doesn’t happen to you. Did you miss the medicine or did you get a cycle? If the cycle is here, I can’t help you, so I’d better sleep somewhere else.”

He was so indifferent to his countermeasures. Josh, who blinked in embarrassment, swallowed again. This time, there was nothing dry inside his mouth. Seth opened his mouth instead of Josh, whose head was tangled.

“Suddenly I saw the medicine in your bag.”

“… When?”

Seth scowled at Josh, who barely made a sound, as if he had remembered for a moment.

“Three or four years ago?”

So long ago? At that moment Josh was dumbfounded and opened his mouth. Seth continued, watching him as he blinked blankly.

“You don’t have to tell me. You know I am an Alpha.”

He was a bit more talkative than usual. Of course, it was true, but that did not mean that the impact would have disappeared. Trying to calm himself somehow, Josh opened his mouth.

“Who else knows, besides you?”

Maybe he just made a futile effort. I hope not everyone knows. If so, how ridiculous have I been? When lost in thought, Seth replied:

“It’s just me, so don’t worry.”

“How can you be sure?”

Seth calmly answered the question to his doubt.

“If Mark had known, he wouldn’t have brought you here. In the request they were very demanding regarding the characteristics. Isaac is clumsy, so of course he doesn’t know and Henry…” “Seth shrugged. “… He’s not interested in others.

Everything he said was correct, making Josh speechless. Seth quickly suggested a solution to Josh, who was keeping quiet.

“You better not go out today. I will also sleep in another empty room. I’ll tell Mark you have a cold, so he knows. Agree?”

Josh nodded, still stunned.

Seth who was about to leave after nodding his head said:

“Oh I’m sorry.” As if something came to mind belatedly. “How long is your cycle? Should I take my luggage?”

“No, it’s okay,” Josh replied, barely conscious. “It’s not because of the cycle, it’s because of the C pheromones. I took the medicine, so I’ll be fine if I wash and rest.”

“Yes thank God.”

He was about to leave his place when Josh hesitated and opened his mouth again.

“Seth.”

Seth turned to the call and blinked. Josh spoke with difficulty:

“Are you okay with me being an Omega?”

Seth cocked his head.

“Does it matters?”

“So … well.” Josh scratched his head. “Generally this industry is averse to Omegas, so it’s happening to me right now …”

“It is true.” Seth spoke as clearly as usual. “But you’re you,”Seth said casually to the puzzled Josh.

“Are there members as strong as you? Mark has to master everything, so when something happens he backs up first. Isaac is sincere, but weak at improvisation and Henry … He’s too fickle. It is not easy to control.” He frowned and then continued, “You’re quick to judge and you’re much calmer than the others. You are good at shooting and you are good at physical fights.”

“Uh … thanks.”

Josh flushed with embarrassment.

Seth, who noticed this, added:

“It’s very comfortable when you’re hunting / flirting.”

“…”

“After this job, let’s stop in Miami and have fun. After such a long time, you must show me your skills.”

With a short laugh, he tried to get out.

Josh asked casually:

“What about your girlfriend in Boston?”

Seth paused for a moment and replied without looking back:

“Finished.”

He left his position before he could apologize. Left alone, Josh sank uncomprehendingly and blinked. He was still hot, but it didn’t bother him as much as before, as if the drug had started to circulate. As soon as he staggered to his feet, he heaved a shaky breath. It was almost dangerous.

How lucky I am that the one who discovered him was Seth.

This was something to thank God for. With cold water under the shower, Josh washed more than usual. He rubbed the shower gel over and over again in case there was a hint of pheromone left. Since he washed for a long time, he felt like he really had a cold. He rummaged in the cupboard, took out the cold medicine, and popped it into his mouth. He couldn’t bear the sudden fatigue and fell asleep as soon as he lay down on the bed.