Kiss Me If You Can [NOVEL] - Chapter 12

“Hey, you look so much better.”

Henry was the first to speak to Josh, who returned from vacation. He also had a much better complexion than the last time he saw him.

“You must have copied the scene and seen it from time to time,” Seth said.

In short, he said he was dying of joy when he saw Josh and Chase hitting each other whenever he had time. Henry, who was always grumpy, smiled and tapped Josh on the shoulder.

“Wasn’t it good to come home? How is the boy? When you bring him in, I’ll buy him something delicious.”

Henry spoke excitedly like a child, but he didn’t seem the only one excited about the idea of ​​bringing Pete. Of course, Josh had no intention of doing that.

“Thank you.”

After saying hello, Josh entered the mansion. I was going to look for Mark, when Isaac jumped from afar.

“Oh, Josh! How are you? Was everything ok?”

Josh, who had been waiting for Isaac to stop running, responded by looking up at his flushed face.

“Oh, how are you? How was everything?”

“There isn’t much here, of course. Did you get a good night’s rest at home?”

Josh smiled bitterly at the insignificant question.

“Well, there were so many places where they asked me to do repairs that I had to spend two days repairing the house. I’m glad I didn’t open the bathroom. I wonder why the grass grows so fast, I just want to turn it over and put cement on it.”

“I see. It is difficult if a neighbor reports it.”

Isaac, who gave him a smile, hesitated for a moment.

“…I missed you.”

“Oh yeah. What about Mark?” Josh changed the subject without thinking. Isaac looked embarrassed, but soon pointed to the side. “In the dining room. He is eating.”

“Thanks, see you later.”

He left after a short greeting.

Isaac stood there, as if he had something to say for a moment and then turned around. What’s going on? Doubtful of Isaac’s new behavior, Josh walked quickly away.

When he climbed to the second floor, he suddenly saw the scenery outside the window. There was a pool overlooking the street. It was the pool where Chase almost killed Josh. His back shuddered at the thought of the eerie memory. The beach chairs, where Chase lay that day, were empty. Suddenly he realized he was looking for Chase without even knowing it. Will he be resting in his room?

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Chase’s POV

“Ah, ahhhh.”

The loud sound of a man’s breathing below me disturbed my ears.

A small nipple was on top of a solid breast that rose and fell very fast. The man moaned loudly when I rubbed his raised nipple with my lips.

“Ah, ha …”

The place where we were entwined vibrated along with the emotion of our bodies. I ejaculated again with an irresistible stimulus. Although I had already spilled a couple of times inside the man, my penis reached his navel. I grabbed the hand of the man who was trying to rub himself and pinned it to the bed.

“Oh!” The man yelled as his eyes closed, but I knew it wasn’t caused by pain, as evidenced by the man’s well-groomed face flushed, he gasped with a harsh breath and narrowed eyes. He looked at the man’s face and quickly began to move his waist.

Puck, puck, puck, puck.

The violent sound of flesh striking each other echoed one after another, and the man’s solid buttocks clenched tightly, pulling me.

The inner wall of the man seemed to cling to my penis. A harsh moan began to flow from his mouth.

“Uh. Ugh. Uh, ah.”

The moans and the breathing of the two intertwined as hard as our bottom. I want to go deeper. I hit his back in agitation. I wanted to push it to the root and soak it inside. No, I want to tear all the blood vessels of this man with my semen.

Every time I breathe and blink, this man will smell my scent. It will be full of me.

“Ah … Ugh!”

He couldn’t bear the moan and screamed. The pleasure spread so much that my mind became confused just from imagination. HE’s all mine.

“Oh!…”

Even if I got it all the way down, it wasn’t enough. When I pressed firmly and rubbed it hard, the flesh under the pubic hair became firm. The man was completely insane.

“Ha … Ah …”

The man who managed to loosen his hoarse, breathy voice trembled weakly. His stomach and other parts of him were already wet from the amount of semen I spilled. I looked at the man who was spraying his cum to no avail and pulled him once more. I pushed myself with everything. Then my penis, which was fully pushed to the root, set within the man.

“… Ugh.”

The man’s moan suddenly changed. For the first time, pain crossed his face, which until now had been dazed with pleasure. The man grabbed me by the shoulder and tried to push me. But I didn’t care and inflated my penis to the bottom even harder. I will put everything inside. I clench my teeth with a heavy breath. I will put everything in this boy. Until it’s completely filled with me and it’s mine.

“Ah. Stop, eh.”

The man screamed, his open mouth was spilling saliva. I extended my tongue and licked him and immediately moved closer to his lips. The man’s painful groan disappeared endlessly, through tight lips. Meanwhile, I kept ejaculating. I poured a large amount, but nothing spilled. I swelled my penis to the bottom and squeezed it. I poured my semen inside the man. Until he got pregnant. When our lips barely parted, the man was intoxicated by the pheromone that had been drenched with pain. When I kissed his panting lips again, I realized.

Have I ever felt so full? No way. I was always empty, my thirst did not diminish. But this moment was perfect. No, it’s perfect for this guy. He’s mine. I hugged the man’s strong body tightly and pushed. If I lose this man, I’ll be empty again.

“Get pregnant,” I whispered between heavy breaths, stroking his ear, one of the few muscle-less parts of the man’s body that has graceful muscles. With my lips I caress his ear while repeating like a spell.

“Get pregnant, give birth with my baby.”

“Ugh…”

Intertwined with pain and pleasure, the man seemed unresponsive. I rubbed his ear with my lips and said:

“You’re all mine.”

When I bit his ear, the man’s heart clenched in pain. I hugged him tightly, pinning him down and continued to bite mercilessly. The blood that ran soaked my mouth, I was also stunned by the pheromones of the man. Now he’s completely mine. After leaving a perfect possession mark, I fell asleep, very satisfied. Still buried in the depths of man. It was perfect.

Until I open my eyes again.

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One side of Chase’s consciousness woke up to the familiar sound. He frowned. He wondered if the ringing of the doorbell would end soon, and the sound came out again.

“Mr. Miller? Are you awake? Hello, are you listening to me? Mr. Miller, are you there?”

At the manager’s voice coming through the answering machine, Chase closed his eyes for a moment and said nothing. Just a low, irritating moan. When the manager verified the response, he promptly brought up the matter without further delay.

“I have the original novel on which the movie is based. I’ll take it to you in person soon. Did you read all the ones I sent you last time? There are many, but you better read all the books. You will discover the characters … Especially this book, it was very difficult to get. You must read it, because everything you need to know about Dr. Flame is there. It is such a famous series that Mr. Miller must know, but wouldn’t it be something new to take on a different role than usual? We have to do a thorough investigation. It’s an old series, and I’m very careful with the large fan base, but I’m sure Mr. Miller will do well. Mr. Pittman himself recommended the role… I’m telling you because Mr. Pittman was attacked last time because we were postponing the contract, right? Mr. Miller was delaying the meeting with different excuses and I know that you will play an extraordinary role anyway. I think we should leave the friction at the contract stage.”

The manager talked over and over, but Chase didn’t listen half the time he just breathed silently. The manager, who had been familiar with his “answer,” quickly concluded the conversation.

“So, Mr. Miller, if you need anything else, let me know. I’ll be there in the afternoon.”

At last the line was cut and silence came. Chase blinked slowly. There was still a slight vertigo left, but not to the point of not being able to bear it. He stood still for a moment and slowly got up.

“Ah.”

With a deep sigh, Chase stood still for a moment with his upper body down. Which is the date today? He searched his memory, but of course he couldn’t know.

After his RUT ended, it usually took a maximum of one to three days. Also, Chase took medication.

Hoo-woo.

He sighed again. Suddenly he frowned. I think I had a dream, but I can’t remember it. His head was blank, as if he was wandering in the mist. After sitting still for a while, Chase hastily examined his body and his bed. Then he felt with his hands and smelled the sheets, it was only after he got up and checked his entire body and stretched his shoulders in relief.

“Ah.”

I have to eat something. Chase barely thought about it with his exhausted mind. When he eased his tension, he suddenly became hungry. He looked at the time on the clock, lunch was already touching, he picked up the phone with one hand and dialed the extension number with the other, until the bell rang almost ten times, but no one answered. Fuck you, why don’t they answer the phone? Chase hung up annoyed and left the room.

As he made his way down the long hall, he slowly began to get angry. Why did I hire bodyguards in the first place? They’re just idiots sitting around watching CCTV or drinking beer while watching stupid sports games.

They are just useless garbage that stops all over the house.

Look at these idiots. Chase, standing in the kitchen doorway, gritted his teeth. The surplus labor force, as he had expected, was playing around.

Josh had a cup of coffee in hand. Chase leaned against the panels and looked at the back of Josh’s head, his forehead all distorted.

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Ah.

Josh sighed and looked out into the garden. The meal was almost finished too, and he had to grind his own beans and pour a hot cup of coffee. There is still time until his turn. Josh thought as he sipped his coffee. After a long time, that relaxed morning was not bad. I’ll call Pete.

He had seen the boy’s face the day before, and was already heartbroken with longing. Wanting to hear his voice, he rushed to find his cell phone.

“Hey.”

Suddenly hearing the cold voice, Josh reflexively turned. The moment he saw the man leaning against the panel, he was shocked again. Chase stared at him. In an unexpected situation, Josh just blinked. Belatedly he tried to find something to say, but nothing occurred to him. His head was full of Pete, and something else quickly filled him. There was a heavy silence. Somehow Chase looked at him without saying a word. After a long time, Josh managed to open his mouth first:

“Well … can I do something for you?”

Instead of responding, Chase looked at his long limbs and a slim figure with muscles that stretched, as if there were not a pound of fat. Unconsciously, the brow furrowed. Why is this man acting as a bodyguard with that face?

“…?”

Josh tilted his head, as if waiting for an answer, as he was just staring at him without saying a word. Chase didn’t like his reaction either. But when he finally opened his mouth, something completely different came out than he thought.

“Why isn’t anyone answering the phone, you fucking bastards?”

You can’t ask. Chase wanted to bite his tongue.

“Ah,” Josh said then, convincingly, with a short exclamation. Chase didn’t like the answer, but Josh didn’t notice.

That is why he came here.

He hastily opened his mouth as soon as he knew why.

“I guess we haven’t heard it. What do you need?”

Chase replied with a still frowning face.

“Eat.”

“Ah?” Josh asked reflectively and regretted it.

Immediately after a fist flew against the panel, Chase was still standing there for some reason. He was just looking at Josh with bloodshot eyes.

“I want to eat. Can’t you speak English? Are your ears adorned?”

Josh frowned at the unerring sarcasm, but held on. In any case, he was just an employee.

“I’ll prepare it.”

Josh responded in the most usual way possible, then turned around. Chase didn’t move, he stayed still. Ignoring him like he didn’t know he was looking at him, Josh hesitated to take out the plate that was done as usual and put it in the microwave. If you set the time as written and then press the operation button, everything is done. But it was the green beans on the plate that made him hesitate. Chase hates beans too. When he imagined a dish that had only beans, he immediately thought of Pete. Why did they look alike in something like that?

“… What are you doing?”

Chase asked. This time he was really taken aback. But Josh didn’t look back, and quickly went through the fridge, pulling out the ingredients he needed. Tang, and closed the door. When he turned his head and looked at Chase, his face wasn’t upset.

“I’m preparing a meal, of course.”

Chase raised his eyebrows suspiciously over his smiling face.

“You’re not trying to poison me, are you?”

“What?”

Unconsciously, Josh asked again. But Chase was very sincere. Josh spat out a short exclamation:

“If I had tried adding poison, I would have done it sooner.”

“You could be taking the opportunity to do it yourself.”

Josh smiled sincerely at Chase, who didn’t resolve his doubts until the end. Chase fixed his gaze. Josh stretched one arm in a graceful arc and leaned his back.

“You have given me a chance for glory, master. Would you like the poison on your steak or fork? Choose according to your taste.”

Despite the obvious sarcastic comments, he didn’t feel bad at all. Others would have laughed. Chase was also embarrassed by the feeling that he was not comfortable. What’s wrong with that boy?

On Chase’s puzzled face, Josh was still smiling and turned around. He thinks it would be more effective to kill him by poisoning every meal anyone could if not suspect.

Why can’t the fucking guy understand a simple joke?

As he grilled the meat, made the sauce, and blanched the vegetables, Chase stood there and stopped moving. Josh knew his gaze lingered behind him, but he completely ignored it. If he couldn’t make a meal with Pete on his shoulders, Josh made the boy sit in a chair and buckle up. Then the boy kept moving his gaze on Josh’s long walk with a longing expression. It was really hard to ignore the look of his boy on his back. Compared to him, the look of an arrogant grown man was nothing. A smile came out spontaneously when he thought of the boy who had drooled from his open mouth, absorbed in pursuing Josh with his gaze. When he smiled casually, Chase spat:

“What is so funny?”

Wow, Josh stopped. Chase caught it right away, but he was lucky there was a ban. He ignored the question in accordance with the provisions.

“Here.”

Chase opened his mouth again. With a nervous laugh as if many medications had been uploaded.

“You are ignoring me?”

It seemed correct. It was said that he would refrain from assaulting the terms of the new contract, but it was a question of how long he would stick around. If you do this or that, you are the only one who loses money. He also wanted to refrain from testing Chase’s fist, which was surprisingly quite strong. Josh made up his mind and opened his mouth:

“There’s a clause that says: “Don’t answer, even if I’m talking to you.” I just followed the contract.”

“Who says that every time? Doesn’t it even make that much sense? You’re supposed to talk when you need to, idiot. Don’t you have anything on your mind?”

Chase became more talkative than usual, seemingly angry. And yet there was not a single good word.

Josh had to breathe deeply for a moment to contain his boiling anger. He thought he’d rather beat up that bastard and go to jail, but at that moment Pete’s face came to his mind and he had no choice but to endure it. Instead, he responded with a professional smile.

“I’m sorry. I’ll make a good judgment next time.”

“…”

Chase looked at him without saying a word.

Josh lied.

“I remembered the comedy show I saw last time. It didn’t mean much.”

He quickly changed his words in case he was caught again.

“What should I prepare for your drinks? Water, sparkling water or …”

“Listen…”

“Yes?”

Josh responded quickly this time. Chase speaks immediately.

“Noisy.”

“…”

Josh kept his mouth shut as he desired and instead began to quickly set the table. Chase continued to look at Josh, who set the plate perfectly prepared. Josh ignored him, took the wine from the cellar on a wall, removed the cork and simply tasted the aroma, filled the glass and stepped back with a smile. This time it was a friendly smile.

“We are going to eat, Mr. Miller.”

Chase looked at Josh for a moment without saying a word. Josh smiled again. Chase, who hadn’t moved until then, finally did. In just a few steps he reached the table through the spacious interior. Just as Chase was about to sit down in a chair, Josh suddenly widened his eyes and said:

“Oh, no.”

As Chase scowled and watched, Josh immediately turned and came back with a small frying pan and with a bright smile in Chase’s eyes, he poured what was in the pan over the steak, it was well-cooked green beans.

“…”

“Let’s eat, Sir Miller.”

Chase just stared at the plate without saying anything. It was only after a few seconds that his gaze slowly moved to Josh who smiled brightly.

“I forgot to put the poison in.”

Chase’s face grew grimmer. Josh, however, added without caring at all.

“Enjoy your food, maybe after taking the poison, your temper dies too.”

“…”

Josh, who said so, quickly pulled the chair back like he used to do with his friends on a date. He has a prettier face and a tougher temperament than anyone he’ve ever dated. Thinking inwardly, he waited for Chase to sit down. For one thing, his heart was pounding, not knowing how he would react. Chase looked at the plate. All he could see was a handful of beans, and he couldn’t see meat anywhere. Suddenly Chase moved, Josh thought he was going to throw the plate at him, but he just walked around the table, walked to the chair where Josh was waiting. It seemed to stay still. It was when Josh felt a slight disappointment that Chase will suddenly grab his arm.

” …?”

Josh looked at Chase in surprise at the unexpected situation. Chase was looking at him so quietly. Josh swallowed dry saliva. He knew very well who the man in front of him was. The fact that you have to leave without him finding out. Unfortunately, the body did not move. Josh stopped breathing and just looked at Chase like he was trapped.

It really seemed crazy. Is this a human face?

“Ah.”

Chase sighed slightly. At the same time, Josh seemed to hear a faint chocolate song that he had forgotten. The cute blond boy grew up well and was in front of him. He dreamed of kissing that boy every night. He had an awkward love affair with a boy who was so much smaller and more beautiful than he was. The image of the boy was nowhere, but his heart was still pounding. As if he was the little boy of that time again. Chase’s long lashes lifted and fell slowly before his eyes. The purple eyes, whose focus was unclear, disappeared for a time and reappeared.

“You,” Chase whispered, his voice as sweet as his face. “Do you really want to die?”

He was smiling. A hand holding his wrist as if it would really strangle him like this.

The power gradually entered. Soon his fingertips and arms trembled, Josh, however, couldn’t take his eyes off Chase.

He answered with difficulty:

“No.”

“But what is this? You really don’t want to die, do you?”

Chase’s voice dropped even lower. His annoyance had reached its limit. At this rate, he really thought about beating Josh to death. In a tense atmosphere, he made a joke.

“I’d go crazy if you killed me in bed.”

“…”

As soon as Josh saw Chase’s expression, he realized his jokes hadn’t worked this time. I’m going to die in the kitchen, not in bed. It occurred to Josh quickly.

“Ah …”

Chase gritted his teeth and winced. The moment Josh saw his hand raised, he reflexively closed his eyes. If it ends up as a slap, you’d be lucky.

“…”

After internally counting to ten, Josh was forced to open his eyes. Chase was looking at him. The hand was still in the air. Josh blinked in wonder. What’s wrong with this guy? Somehow he just looked at Josh with a frown. Josh hesitated and opened his mouth, but couldn’t make a sound. Somehow, the two of them were facing each other at such a close distance that they could feel their breath. No one tried to avoid or back down first. Unaware of his intentions, Josh simply met Chase’s eyes. Chase slowly bowed his head, but Josh didn’t notice. It was only after hearing the sound of deep breaths, that his entire body belatedly stiffened. Chase smelled Josh. By this time Josh had his head blank. He had to push him, but his body didn’t move. Also, you may suspect that you are exaggerating.

Did he take his medicine before? It was yesterday? Still haven’t eaten today? He couldn’t remember it well. Okay, I have a faint smell. Josh tried to console himself. Normally, he often skipped medicine, but no one noticed. He even forgot he was an Omega, if it weren’t for the heat cycle. There was nothing to find out.

“Mr. Miller.” Josh struggled to open his mouth. “Do you mind if I go now?”

Chase stopped moving and didn’t respond. Josh was nervous and his heart was about to explode. He was silent for a long time with a frown. He had no idea what the hell he was thinking. Suddenly, when Chase released the hand that was holding Josh, he staggered away. Chase frowned. Seeing him try to say something, Josh quickly smiled.

“Then I’ll go, Mr. Miller.”

And he hastily disappeared as if he was fleeing. The lone Chase stood there for a while, looking in the direction he had disappeared. The brow was still furrowed. A forgotten dream haunted him. He rubbed his hair irritably.

You must be wrong to think he looks like him.